Prea târziu !

Prea târziu ți-ai făcut timp pentru o vorbă bună

Prea târziu ai îmbrățișat și totuși ai fost așteptat ,

Dar prea târziu ai venit !

Prea târziu ți-ai adus aminte de un gând bun

Prea târziu ți-a fost bunătatea ,

Și totuși ai uitat acel gând !

Prea târziu ți-au fost încurajările 

Prea târziu ai înțeles durerea sufletului singur ,

Deși inima a sperat !

Prea târziu ți-au venit iubirea și 

Dăruirea pentru cei din jurul tău 

Prea târziu ți-a fost umilința ,

Ai venit prea târziu- ființă dragă !

Prea târziu ți-a fost vizita întâlnirii 

În toamna ceea ruginie 

Care a trecut în așteptare ,

Unde sunt eu- acum ?

Prea târziu se pierd 

Valoriile inimii și sufletul moare ,

În mormântul cenușei- reci !

- A. A. Popovici,

To an old girl... An Invitation ?

I think a little brain you need in your head 

When you think to go to give an invitation

Or to call an old girl or a boy to a wedding ..

Who knows if that person with a disability

Because you know something; ?

Maybe, that boy or girl in their lifes will 

Never meet someone to marry,

They can only dream or wait all their life but anyway...

I think you should be a really close friend to him or her 

To give something so special, don't you think so ?

What is so special to get married in these days haha,

When all of normal people say;

Yes!, for all the life and all their days in health and sickness 

And then when a problem of life comes in their lifes 

They give up on that ( Amazing Love, ) you know ?!

They say this things in front of all Church! 

We only have standards and rituals not;

Love, Compassion, Kindness, for those around us !

So, do not give an invitation just simple like that

Because all things in these days look like 

As a business even in a wedding day in Churchs !

By the way;

In the Bible it doesn't say the wedding must be done in church

Or even to receive the blessings there, all it is ...

Just some rituals and standards which if you do not accomplish them ,

They- the big boss are with the eyes on you !

Dear Reader,

I can say; OMG ?!!!

Haha, when people don't think with the heart or a soul in them

They think only with their feet , to sad !

I had one day a call from a girl that I never know her or meet before ,

I have seen her few times but never know her as a close friend ...

That was many years ago and she sound like this;

___ can you pray for my ( wedding dress )? 

That all goes really good and by the way for my ( civil marriage )?

Really ,you all normal people ?! Do I need to say this twice ?

Where are your good manners ? 

You tell yourself that your a child of God 

But where is your kind feelings for others ? ..

:))  And the list goes on !..

! remember !.

I know that flowers of happiness are not for those unnormal ,

Even in a breath of hope but 

Life must be lived in silence even like this,!

- A. A. Popovici,

Disability in Churchs ?!

 

Ya, haha really good one you know ?!

I asked myself many times ! 

In our churches, 

Why they don't teach us about different people to ?

They talk only: 

What you should not do or pray for your own sins and that's all...

Should that be the only topics they talk all sundays ?

If you have your own brain in your head and the 

Bible that you read all day ,

I think you really know between what it is good and not, 

Don't you ?

Why they teach from an 

Avon that you should not have an 

iPhone in your pocket ?

Only do that and don't do that ,

Is this the only thing that you have to listen to

And go all sundays to church ?

How come they stopped to talk about the real Jesus 

That is in the Bible ?

Where is that preach of different people in the churchs ?

Or is just a preach of normal people only ?

By the way: 

What it is really ~the Normal ? 

Disability and humans people do not have the right to their

Dreams or desire that we should speak about even in a preach of sundays morning ?

Did not Jesus come for those in need ?

So , why we need to know only how we should dress up 

And pray and listen and so on ,,

To some men that even they are caught in their own sins ?! 

And now they teach us how we must live our lifes !

In churchs no one is teaching us about such things like -

How you should see your disability , haha !

When only the normal have the right and even in the 

Churchs pastors talk about normal things in this life and 

Not about ugly people or of those with a disability 

So , even in the society you don't have the right 

To dream big or to have a normal life like everyone else !

So , what is the point to all of this ?

Dear Reader ,

Know something:

Even in the Bible -

People with disability they don't marry !

Bible talks about one person there , Mephibosheth ..

That He was married and had a family and also that he could not walk so,.

For me it is just too funny you know...

Because in the Bible it doesn't say anything about person like us- disabled.

To have a normal life or to be someone in this world 

Some of people think that we even sleep in our wheelchair -

In our church many think that we must have always a smile on our faces ...

So ,we are like some dolls or something ?!

We don't think or feel anything, to crazy .

And without a good name of a well family, 

Your nobody in their eyes but Jesus do not sees so like them !

A soul or a body like yours- disabled.

I don't think that in church will ever talk someone about this kind of topics ,

This kind of topics are kind of hard for normal ones and pastors do to talk about it !

And in the Bible did not say anything about people in wheelchair --

That they will ever get married someday or not... 

Or something like this,.

I think you know better than me that persons with disabilities ,,

In our Church the big people up there they don't talk such things

Because The Lov it is only for normal people out there...

Not for disabilities ones so ,,,

I think even they do not know what to say about this kind of Topics,

Haha, even with the Bible in their hands ! 

? To think about ?.,

Even if a miracle will come someday 

In a life of a disabled person ,,

You must know 

That thing comes only from God

If the normal people listen to the voice of above !.

 - A. A. Popovici,

Do real Lov exist ?!

Sometimes, 

Real love do exists or not ?

Someone asked me yesterday ,

What do can you answer ?

Between two people-

One normal and the other 

With a disability ?!

Hmm, here it goes ...

Well, 

Dear reader ...

I don't believe in such stories of love 

Even so that ,

I know in life everyone has his own path to take it 

Or to choose it if they want ,,,

And such love stories make me laugh ...

It must be somewhere, such love but

If  that love those not come from God himself well ,

In these days I don't think There is such a Lov ...

Men or boys, 

You know better what they look for and trust me, 

There is no man that wants to take care of a girl in a wheelchair 

That can not do much things ,

That always depends all day of someone !

I know the heart of a mother that loves her children 

The way they are and the heart of a wife 

I have seen it, the way she looks at her husband ,

That is in a wheelchair ..

How she looks at him with such great Love for him but ...

With girls in wheelchairs it is so much harder because 

Of the heart of a Man, 

It is much complex than the heart of a woman ( to Lov ) 

So , hope that you understood what I mean Haha !

Anyway, thanks a lot for your question of today 

You really made me laugh !

Don't forget ...

( A girl in a wheelchair she has no right 

To choose someone to love 

But she must wait to be chosen by someone

If there is someone for her 

To desire her or to care for her heart! ).

By the way; 

Jesus did come on this world to serve people do those in need, no?

But a man who doesn't know His love..

How come he can love a girl in a wheelchair ?

Men... 

They can not serve to a woman that looks ugly 

Because they need to serve what it is beautiful first

And only then maybe or not  they will know a little love.

In these days men do not know the word ( serve ) .

You know something;

For me to marry someday,

That man must to kneel because,,

I never can give him a Hug....

There is nothing special or cute about a girl like me, haha! :))

And even so now time has passed for me•  • 

                                                                

  - A. A. Popovici,

Black heart •

Yesterday was when 

Hope was with me

And today it was just a voice

Saying; i shall be -

But you will can not hear me

Like a burden of your own soul -

You just where there

Inside of my head !

When all is black you just stop

To believe something good

Will come for you to... 

That's why you will die !

When the road

it is black -

don't ask me why ?

i like color black !

It's just my thing

A black heart still beats •

- A. A. Popovici,

Dumnezeul primăverii ,

Clopotele sufletului răsună în inima florilor de cireșe !
Doamne, tu ești așa de departe și totuși așa de aproape .
Fiorul suferințelor de primăvară !
Din frământarea zilei nădejdea mea în time mi-o găsesc .
A merge în harul lui Dumnezeu este ca credința în flori,
cuvinte despre care ți-a spus;
aici sunt lângă tine copilul meu !
Voi rămâne un pumn de țărână uscată dacă mă vei uita în agonia mea !
Dulcea lui primăvară e iubirea visată .
Ce sunetul îl va sfărâma în valea durerilor .
Și știu că vei fi cu mine Isus în florile primăveri !
În zilele ploioase tu ești încă, aici cu mine Doamne !
Atunci, când călătoreși cu Dumnezeu viața are miros de flori !
Priveliștea păcii Lui este soarele vieții voastre oh,
copil din propria-i inimă !
Vino la mine ...

- A. A. Popovici,

Happy family on Christmas day ?.,

 It is this really a happy family on a christmas day only ? They say, good morning with a cup of tea or coffee to a tree, haha ! It's like they dress the son of God with sparkle on christmas tree .! An idol of holidays dressed up in clothes of Lord's love- they say ... what is a joy and that's not the desire of yourself to think God it is good all the time ?. What, Bible do you read and understand crazy heart ? Tell me- just tell me ?! It's quite funny., Nop ? Scream the words that don't come out yet and still they tell you it is not right and you know that your doing wrong !!! Ya ... why you don't dress the tree on summer time or in a spring day ? It is that the real love for God when you say at your status; girl of one -King or boys; one love- Jesus ? So simple it is- don't make Him see your hypocrite face ,child of christmas days ! Omo .,,, also teach your children the love of truth of God- found it in His Word like it is there and nothing else .;'_____ _ when your phat will end, your only memories will remain that there was a family once that really served the Lord- with all their heart and that now is just a fashion family that all they dream is to have in their life- a fake happiness. And they get out God from their home like a bug ... that's so scary to see in christian family's ! You all make this time warm and all the year your soul and heart are so could to the person next to you ! Ya, you think that this is His love but in reality it's just a fake warm time there ... Shout the feelings that you hide in the back of your being it's more nice . Wearing fancy dresses on church and to have big dinners with friends ; ...
Be simple in Jesus !
There is not such think like ,
Santa Claus, haha ^^



                                             - A. A. Popovici,

loneliness art .

the art

of loneliness .

why it is

morning

again ?

will you

find me ?

poems of

a soul

and her

words .

art is a

shadow

elegant is

lovely

black is a

color

to black

too be

viewed...

no more

dreams...

enjoying

change

is hard for

people

who are

shy .

if you stop

to believe

everything

is lost

in the pain .

- A. A. Popovici,

Dark and Rainy .

                                          
heaven is an autumn
of trees and leaves
it never will say; stop
it will be always a joy
of something else .                                  

if i have lost my faith
i will also miss my
chance of doing
something amazing
with my life !
to see my change .

life is a season
so don't expect
only summer days
it may come
dark and rainy
but there is
the sun !

- A. A. Popovici,                                                 

Seek and never found .

because i was happy once .                   
i don't like to show myself .
it's nothing special .
just me the way i am .

traveling is quite a friend
but also it can't be true for me.,
and her nature with words.
little things are made with love.

a dream of me alone
like a feather of you ,
seek and never be found it .
the importance of true family .

when the art it's herself
the nature of a human heart .
don't dream a dream that
never become true .



- A. A. Popovici,                                                                             

do i ?

do i
need love
or is
just the
road
that i
miss ?

travel
my
lonely
soul
in your
waves
feel
like !

joy of
loneliness
dreams
are not
for me
warm
is my
alone
soul .




- A. A. Popovici,

Miserable pain'

 'breathe
nature has
a feeling
for yourself
is my best
lover
alone with
my books .

to find you
up in the
blue sky
path of i
lonely
where is
my only
road ?

 the pain
can not
be understand
even you
write your
own thoughts
it's just a
burden .

miserable
is the will
of man
the end of
earth music
forest
steps deep
in me !

 - A. A. Popovici,

Să exist?

N-am să mai pot să exist
Ca o privire grăbită el a trecut
Și totuși era așa drăguț
Prin ochelari transparenți .

N-am să-L mai întâlnesc
În toamna cu briza ei rece
El mergea liniștit ca și cum
L-am văzut ieri și azi l-am uitat .

N-am să-I mai simt mireasma
Fugar și-a liniștit privirea pe mine
Am visat- visul pe care a trecut
Arătarea Lui a rămas, c-a fost azi .



                                     - A. A. Popovici,